Nagmani De Vehre Chon

August 1990  

qusIN dunIAW dy ikhVy lyKkW qoN pRBwivq ho?—ikhƒ Awpxw smJdy ho?

—hrjIq bwvw

 

§  eys qoN pihlW ik mYN AwKW “iksy qoN nhIN” pRBwivq hox dy ArQ ƒ smJxw hovygw...

pRBwivq hox leI do ivAkqI cwhIdy hn—ie~k pRBwivq krn vwlw, qy ie~k pRBwivq hox vwlw... quhwfy svwl dw pihlw ih~sw iesy “do” v~l ieSwrw krdw hY, pr svwl dw dUjw ih~sw “ie~k” dI g~l krdw hY, jo Awpxw bx igAw, Awpxy icrwZ iv~c ie~k lwt bx ky smw igAw[ qy lwt iv~c Pyr lkIr nhIN pYNdI...

 

    mYN dunIAW dy ijnHW SwierW-AdIbW ƒ ipAwr kIqw hY, auh myry Awpxy bx gey hn, myry icrwZ dI lwt iv~c lwt bx gey hn[

 

    ieh Awpxy auh hn, ijnHW ƒ pVHidAW mYƒ jwipAw—auhnW dy A~KrW dI Dun myry A~KrW dI Dun hY—myry A~KrW dI Dun auhnW dy A~KrW dI Dun hY...

 

    g~l qW AMqr-Dun dI hY... qy Dun ƒ kMn lw leIey—qW BwSw vI pry KloqI rih jWdI hY—BwvyN keI BwSwvW hox...

 

    ieh BwvyN swfy sU&I SwierW dI pMjwbI hovy, BwvyN Awien rYNf dI AMgryzI, BwvyN rjnIS dI ihMdI jW AMgryzI—Dun ie~ko hY...

 

    ie~k huxy ijhy vwprI g~l suxWdI hW—ieslwmwbwd qoN fwk iv~c jdoN mzhr-aul-ieslwm dI nzm AweI—1990 dI pihlI duAw, qW nzm pVH ky mYN mzhr ƒ ^q iliKAw ik ies nzm iv~c cwr ku sqrW zrUr pRY~s dI ZlqI nwl CpxoN rih geIAW hn[ qUM ilKIAW qW zrUr hoxgIAW, mYƒ pqw hY—qUM ilKIAW sn, pr auh iksy qrHW isAwhI hox vyly kwgz ’qy nhIN auqrIAW[ auh sqrW mYN qYƒ ilK ky Byj rhI hW[

 

    SwieroN, AdIboN AOr muh~bq krny vwloN ky ^udw!

    rUh ko sUrj ko kuC AYsI qO&Ik do!

    ik isAwsq kI br&bwrI myN—kuC rwsqy inkl skyN

    AOr AMimRqw, iemroz AOr mzhr—

    ieqhws ky Pty huey tukVoN kI qrHW iml skyN[

 

        kih skdI hW—iehnW sqrW ƒ mYN nzm nwloN qoV ky “myrIAW sqrW” nhIN AwK skdI[ ieh mzhr dI nzm dIAW sqrW hn[ TIk aus qrHW—ijvyN mzhr dI swrI nzm myrI hY...

        qy Pyr Acwnk ie~k svyr-swr, ie~k AMgryz AwieAw—lMfn XUnIvristI dw pRoPYsr[ auhƒ aurdU vI AwauNdI hY[ auh ieslwmwbwd v~loN dI AwieAw sI, ies leI mzhr dw sunyhw ilAwieAw, qy mYƒ d~sx l~gw—“mzhr ny mYƒ auh sqrW suxweIAW sn, jo qUM ^q iv~c ilKIAW sn[ AwKdw sI—hux nzm pUrI ho geI...”

        so dosq! dunIAW dy auh Swier-AdIb myry hn, ijnHW dy icrwZ iv~c myrI A~g rl geI, qy myry icrwZ iv~c ijnHW dI A~g iml geI... qy ies qoN ielwvw, myry vrgy lok iksy qoN pRBwivq nhIN huMdy...

 

—AMimRqw pRIqm